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MY ICONS GETTING BORING IF I CHANGE IT DO NOT BE ALARMED
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THANKS @kimdokjafan you are so kind and generous. ok im cashing in the first of three blank checks to talk about faith trust and pixie dust (most recent chatfic) because the last two directors commentaries were too serious so let's do a silly one.
some p5r spoilers, and this is mostly about sumire, and it's long again. do i need to keep disclaiming that these are long? you should know me by now.
i had this written for a while before i started formatting it because i wasn't really sure if i should post it? i feel like silly chatfic is something people go to for predominantly lighthearted nonsense so i was like, maybe there's too much plot and dramatic misunderstanding and i should just keep this one for myself. but then i was like well nothing matters and maybe someone will have fun with it. it's kind of terrible how much fully or mostly completed fic there is my docs that just doesn't see the light of day lol. write for yourself etc but i like sharing! too bad it comes with the mortifying ordeal etc. anyway that was a tangent
potato counter is a neopets game. there's no deep lore i just like neopets. i guess in this universe ryuji doesn't play neopets? or maybe he's just never played potato counter specifically. i also have a different fic where ryuji DOES play neopets. it's about neopets and ryuji and goro talking on neopets.
i think this might literally be the first time ive written sumi in a fic because i haven't actually written that much fic for royal, like, now that im looking, literally almost none? and none that had a group dynamic. so it was kind of fun to find her voice for the first time in a silly groupchat like this. i was worried people would find her exclamation marks annoying but i personally thought it was endearing so i added it in there.
every time i do a gag where a character corrects their own typo i have to code more stupid little bubbles to make it happen but i think it's worth it. all the effort that goes into making tgis look as much like a real chat as possible
this obviously doesnt take place in the canon p5/r universe, but im imagining sort of a postcanon sumi personality where she's more comfortable being herself and isn't borrowing kasumi's brand of confidence, but she's visibly a really anxious person without that kasumi veneer. i also think in this universe sumire is a fairly recent addition to the friend group, and while everyone likes her a lot and she really likes them, i kind of wanted to emphasise that feeling of being in a friend group where everyone's established and you're sort of a plus-one? you don't really fit yet. part of that is her being new, part of it is her anxiety, part of it is just the kind of person sumi is where she's so polite and self-conscious she ends up taking herself out of things with her own good intentions. stuff like her interrupting the flow of an existing conversation by greeting everyone instead of jumping straight in because she doesn't feel comfortable inserting herself, which means everyone else stops to greet her even though that doesn't normally happen in a friend group, or making a point of thanking everyone for being invited to events while the others take it as a given.
idk i love that she feels a bit out of place with the phantom thieves in p5r. and part of that is a natural consequence of being a new addition in royal who can't be naturally integrated with an existing dynamic but i honestly feel like the writing team realised that and acknowledged it, and really leaned into it, and that made it work incredibly well for me. like, it's part of her character that she's sort of an outsider. it's not like p4g's incredibly clumsy integration of marie and subsequent attempt to shove her down everyone's throat as the canon love interest in p4ga (knife). sumi has that outsider vibe on purpose and it makes me really like her dynamic with the thieves as an individual
goro also feels slightly out of place in these chats, but his conversational style blends more naturally with the other thieves at this point and he even uses their codenames sometimes. i keep saying my chatfic series isn't a real Series because the lore keeps changing, but if we accept that they're all kind of following a General Continuity, assume this takes place some time after the last fic in which ren added goro to the groupchat and they made an effort to integrate him into their friend group. he's kind of there now and has settled into being the weird boyfriend. that's his role.
every time goro says something like "ren and i" assume it's the text equivalent of him talking to the group with his arm around ren's waist.
ok i got really fond of this silly running joke where sumi brings up the weather when she's feeling uncomfortable. she's so polite. i like this thread because setting it up meant i got to tie it off like this:
this just made me happy lol i liked writing this. i tried to use it to demonstrate that despite goro's abrasiveness he obviously knows sumire pretty well, he's attuned to her quirks and knows how to tell when she's having a bad time with her anxiety, so he uses her little weather habit to ground her.
i honestly dont think goro and sumire could be considered close in p5r and as much as i like the "royal trio" in canon they're not really... like... friends? with each other? they're both attached to ren, so it' more a V shape than anything else. but that said, i really LIKE goro and sumi's canon dynamic. he takes a really grouchy but politely attentive supervisory role to her during their few forays into the palace as a trio where he doesn't really know her well but clearly identifies her as a harmless little tryhard who needs some guidance and steps into that role grudgingly, and she immediately looks up to him despite being very wrong footed by his ruthlessness, which i find incredibly charming. i think given time they could be good friends, they just didn't get much chance to know each other very well in canon. so i tried to kinda do that here.
once goro stops being evil and joins the group they all kind of tiredly accept that his role is to occasionally push a cup off a bench while smirking and refuse to clean it up. emotionally, i mean.
wait i need to backtrack chronologically to talk about akeshu.
in this scene they're in the same room lol talking and snickering while typing. im trying to get at that vibe of the annoying couple who is flirting with each other, via you. you know? like ostensibly they're talking to you (sumire) but everything they say to you is part of their stupid game. sumi is incidental to goro and ren teasing each other about flirting with someone else, goro is reporting everything ren says because his boyfriend is so eye-rollingly foolish in a cute way. they're very tickled by how amusing and charming they are. gross. disgusting. sumire im so sorry for putting you through this
anyway here are too many of my favourite jokes from the fic
#futaba gets a lot of my favourite punchlines because i love her. i think she's an incredible vessel for comedic timing#once again you can see how much i overthink everything#given the amount of thought that goes into character shit for what LOOKS like a stupid 3 second chatfic#but is really. a stupid 3 second chatfic with twenty years of overthinking behind it#it takes time and effort. to be this stupid#anyway i love sumi. i think she's so cute. i like her dynamic with the thieves so much#ive said it before but i think chatfic is one of those mediums that looks so deceptively simple because#you know it's just silly dialogue and memes. it's very accessible. anyone can write a funny chatfic#but i think it's such a character-forward 'genre' that it's really really difficult to do well in the sense that it feels like the characte#s you know and not just mouthpieces for memes with familiar names attached. so im kinda obsessed with the genre#it relies so heavily on every character having a distinctive voice without trying too hard to be unique#ideally you should be able to read one of these with no names attached ands till get a general sense of who's talking#without having to rely on liek (sorry) homestuck style quirks which make it visibly obvious#that' skinda hard because irl people's typing styles aren't THAT distinct you know. theres only so many variations#you can make to a person's use of grammar punctuation capitalisation etc before it becomes a gimmick instead of an idiosyncrasy#but hopefully if the character voice is strong enough their identtiy should come through more subtly anyway. idk .idk if im there but i lov#to work towards it#wow i wrote anothr essay in the tags about my love for Modern Epistolary Fiction (chatfic)#after already writing a whole essay in the post#i mgonna shut up guys thanks for having me#rookfic#asks#p5#rookthots
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#dressrosa#ch701#first chapter being queued in 2025 babey#some work life updates ig... i have started officially learning both the pasta bar and the sushi bar#truly becoming more and more like sanji every day /j#but im sooooooo ready to be done with this job#i enjoy working in restaurants enough and it'll always be smth i can fall back on but#i'd much rather be in museums and education type fields...#ive got a seasonal work site bookmarked so i'll check that around july and august#and see if i can find anything. there are so many interesting summer jobs listed righ tnow#like if i wasnt attached to my current summer job or wanted to try smth new i could just#move to maryland and learn how to sail historic sailing vessels for 4 months#or go to alaska and do day boat tours/cruises#which i just might someday idk they both sound really interesting and right up my alley#and thats kinda what i love about seasonal work... able to travel a lot and get paid to do it#and you can find jobs that provide housing so you dont even have to worry about that#the downside is that my legal address is still my parents place and none of these places provide insurance#so once i turn 26 next year i'm sol there. i'll cross that bridge when i get there ig
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first book of 2025 lol
aight so i mentally wrote a post as i was reading a book (kindred finally reading? in the year of our lord 2025? more likely than u think) about how my beloved sunshine characters always die too soon and much too agonisingly but i found the sequel online and everything has been thrown out the window im going feral pls stand by
read the copy of we hunt the flame that has been sitting on my shelf for about 4 years now lol. not a fan of YA but i enjoyed more than i thought i would so here we are!
still reading book 2 but so far i think im enjoying it more than the first, in terms of pacing lore all of it really lol. since its fantasy inspired by ancient arabia i had a great time while reading the ancient tongue that was literally just arabic lmao. not all of it tho but its fun ngl
anyway deen is the most husband material to ever exist i love him he deserved so much better im so sorry my dude. for the friendzone and untimely death alike. if only u knew how much ur memory plagues ur beloved
as soon as i finished the first book at 4am this morning i looked up the sequel online and found it and im dying nasir is such a fuckin SIMP and im so here for it. hes so baby girl and the amount of self loathing nourishes me like the hearts do magic. hes just like me frfr
altair u bastard i love you and i hate u you also deserved so much better pls pls pls dont do what i fear u might be doing.
theres a happy ending im going to sob into my pillow
also lana!!!!!! im so happy shes (so far) so much more involved in the book :D only like 11 chapters in since the morning and im convulsing already
please please let them all be happy my heart cant take the devastation the 600+ pages most likely hold lmao please :')
just realised this isnt much of a coherent review but this all i got for now, might reblob eventually with analyses or sum late well see :3
EDIT: severe altair angst fics oh my poor sweet child of light :') BeesKnees bless you for writing this i am in so much pain rn
#we hunt the flame#we free the stars#im dying yall#zafira#nasir#deen#kifah#altair#i love them your honor#the speed at which ive grown attached to this merry band of beloved idiots is extremely concerning to me#was kinda worried it was going to fall into cliche ya tropey territory but then remembered ive never read ya so i wouldnt know#that said i think it was written pretty well and avoided stuff like quirky incompetent main character who falls in love with a shadow daddy#figure esp if theres a 'love triangle' and all that shit i genuinely loathe lol. this was none of that tho it was goooooooooooood#nasir my bean my bebe u need a hug. and the huntress heh#i was already aware of a few plot twists & turns bc id skimmed the book when i got it but one of them really slapped me across da face#to reiterate i havent read in years. least of all ya and its sisters so maybe other readers would disagree idk whatever
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i thought you were a bills fan? or are you a stefon diggs akgae
i had to look up what that is LOL and.. well. it's kinda complicated, i mean i guess. Nut like. (But*) (too lazy to backspace LMFAO) when i say i like teams.. i say like. U know. I like the team. I like the ppl that make up that team. And by ppl i rlly do mean ppl . I love stef, and I also love isiah Mckenzie, Gabe Davis, devin Singletary, Jordan poyer, etc. like. i hate when teams blow up. so like. am i loyal to teams (the big thing) nah, lol. But i'm loyal to the ppl who make up the team. I'd be more of a fan of Buffalo if the guys on the team i came here for were still there, but they're not. i love buffalo's spirit and their utilization of the cold. I think weather utilization is hilarious. I'm still gonna hope for good things for Josh but like. Yea, lol, I did get introduced to Buffalo thru stef and then fell in love with his team during that Era and now that the whole reason i first fell in love with them has moved ? im moving a lil too .
im not the biggest fan of football in general, it was always a bit boring to my very small attention span both watching and playing it. So I don't rlly always introduce myself as a football fan to ppl bcs a lot of me being a 'fan' is me playing it as background noise while i work out or smthing. it'll be a little dif if it was basketball bcs I pretty much root for any team that sucks in basketball. So like. I'm just kinda a fan to anything rlly. im very hesitant to be fully like. 110 percent into things sometimes (like how im saying smthimes instead of all the time when it probably is leaning more toward all the time). so like i mean. Yea i like stef, like how i liked Brad Beal and the older wiz at one point and then he moved weird and my beautiful Bonga and others broke up like. I stopped watching them for a bit but ill still root bcs they're still the wiz and i liked the wiz at one point and ill probably like them to the same amount I did p soon now that bilal is there and attitudes are changing and i can find more ppl to like and fall in love with again to make me actually like the team as a team again
#idk im weird abt stuff smtimes#i like personal stuff but like. i dont rlly always like attaching myself to just One person u know#ill still be there for the ppl but like. ppl plural#idk#i get a lot of hate smtimes for not just watching my hometown or not showing a lot of hometown proud#and it's like? i do watch thrm smtimes and i do show pride#but i hate doing things bcs 'u have to' or doing them All the Time#i like getting the full circle of things and when i pick up my pen i start with someone else and#expand from there#idk im jst kinda finnicky and odd abt stuff smtimes lol#like my name has jrue in it but like. i talk abt so many other guys#and ill talk abt jrue!#like. idk i just pick what i like move from there and ill still remember my roots n stuff n other experiences but#i just like attaching to the ones i like the best snd moving from there u know idk#LOL thank u for teaching me a new word tho it looks vry cool tbh !#ted tumbunity things#i like players and i sometimes use my liking of players to enjoy watching teams i dnt rlly like#like the celtics or warriors or smthing#but i genuinely did enjoy the bills when all my fav guys were on it and i could make more fav guys from my 1st fav guy#but like. that's all gone now bcs it's not players it's business and i dont like business. i fking cant stand business bros#so i move !
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wahh
#feeling SO normal#tinakitten#brodin#<idk his tag sowwy#kinda want this tina as my pfp but im so attached to my current one and i feel like ive had it so long i cant change it.......
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finished my first metal model kit! fun as hell i need to do a million more. also look at himmmm absolute peak megatron design


#t#175 pieces….#took me like 12 hours. idk if thats a really long time but i havent done one before soooo i was learning along the way#he looks sooooo good im kind of obsessed#i kinda messed up on his right hand and part of his helm but ummm thats ok! part of the process#also the front went together a little weird?? but not that bad. everythings connected where it should be its just. weird#but yeah! havent done one before now but i loved it. satisfying as hell. plus i got a megatron out of it#his tiny head and flat aft…#OH! and the fusion cannon attaches via magnets so u can take it off :D not that i would#i
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i honestly have a lot of thoughts abt ad.wd regarding casp.er but its very. personal. so im kind of embarrassed
#✧ chatting !#like. idk#i know fandom wide his appeal is strongly his ''babygirl-ness'' and how easy to tease he is etc etc#but i think for me. i enjoy how much he loves#i really do want to be loved and desired so strongly like he does with sunshine#i know im playing as ''myself'' since its a self insert type game but#i dunno#its a bit hard to image myself being loved so much 💭#hmmm#i think thats why that one specific ending hit me very hard. i got very attached to him especially after day 8 where they went on a date...#its honestly really crazy that like. the four endings are kinda predetermined based on your []#i answered truthfully the first time too HAHHAHA it was really unexpected#really really good though#i like when games touch me on a deeply emotional level im not gonna lie. even though i'll complain lol#anyweays 🚬🚬🚬
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Being autistic with extreme hyperfixations is so funny bc i'll be like "Yea I'm p sure I'm mulitfandom/mulitshipper" and then I only focus on one hyperfix for months/year on end, go silent until I pick up something else and never speak about that hyperfix again. Or get uncomfortable of another ship involving one of the characters of the ship i'm extremely attached too. And then I realize I am neither of those, but in fact a secret third thing.
#For clarifcation: Im def not the type of person to hate on every ship that isnt my own nor am I the type of person to attack others or be-#those “I don't ship but its cute” NO!!!!#I'm just like. Its kinda like yumeshippers and non sharing#I respect it But im gonna stick to my own thing personally unless somehow I get attached (Ship and Fixation wise)#Open minded But its just REAALLLYY Hard to get me to be interested in another fixation bc i'm so hyperfocused#Honestly its only friends that really get me interested in stuff easier cuz I trust them oh so much and I love those guys. Even if Im not-#I Still have fun and make sure to engage with them bc Yay I love having fun when i'm able too engage#Idk if anyone else has this same outlook. Esp when you have autism but its just a big personal-#trait of mine when it comes to community spaces#I also try not to interact with the fandom as much. And just do my own thing. But I look to it for news and info and other cute stuff#jabbering#Or maybe im just annoying who knows#Idk I'm seeing one BS ship thats weirdly making me go eeeuugh no thanks but it could be bc of how one artists draws it im not sure its-#Complicated i'm an odd person I suppose
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obviously late to the party on this like 9 years later and not saying anything that hasn't already been said but its sooo interesting going back and watching blind playthroughs of undertale bc its so funny how many of the people drawn to the game immediately fall into the very first pitfall set by it by being so unimaginative that they cannot imagine a game system existing that does not require grinding up levels even as they say to themselves they don't want to kill the characters AND the npcs reference the game mechanics TO them
#obviously its really hard to judge bc from my pov by the time i knew what undertale was in 2015 i already kinda knew how it worked#but its fascinating bc i only ever thought that people would choose to kill the monsters on purpose to get the no-mercy run#OR because they did it accidentally bc they encountered froggits before they got to the point where you are outright told that you can and#are encouraged to show mercy to anything with a yellow name#but ive watched a few people now who immediately get into the game and are somewhat engaging with the story? but on a completely different#level from using the mechanics of the game. theyre like “i dont want to kill this creature” on a story level but can't tie that to their#feelings of how the mechanics SHOULD work in their minds. the only game mechanics they know are Press Kill Button To Progress Forward.#so many of them are like “ahhh but i need xp tho... need to get to a higher lvl...” and its like... Why Exactly DO You Think That?#idk. its incredibly fascinating. its media literacy for video games. why do you think the fighting system and story are disconnected from#one another? so maybe ppl saying “aww this npc is so cuuuute” and then just kill them and im like. What do you THINK the ending is going to#be if this is how you think the game is going to be played? just unwillingness to attach themselves fully to the story. its soo interestin#gamers get away with a loooot when it comes to media literacy in the games they play#anyway alexa stream Conquest of Dread's decolonizing videogames video essay
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Listening to Hummingbird and Self Love from across the spiderverse are such spiritual experiences. They slap so severely and make me feel so much at once. Especially Hummingbird, cuz it's just a beautiful song. Granted, my strong adoration for the movie plays a part in that but still. They're just so damn good.
#like god dude#listening to both songs just make me feel so much theyre just so fucking good#makes it even better considering theyre kinda portrayed as the main songs for miles and gwen imo#at this point im pretty sure the only movie i love as much as atsv is the first httyd and thats saying something considering how very#extremely important httyd is to me#there are so many reasons why i adore atsv so damn much and the music reminds me of that when i blast that shit in my car#also i just listened to both songs while driving home at night with everything wet around cuz it just rained and idk there was just some#kinda vibe to that which hit so good especially for self love#gooood both songs are so goooood and gwen and miles are just so great#like for months now pretty sure that atsv is the only thing that can even come close to my attachment to tdp. and gwiles is the only ship#atm that could even compare to rayllum cuz both are great as their own characters and as a ship#theyre just not as deep and personal for me as rayllum is and dont have as much of a bond going#im not as attached to em neeeearly as much as i am with rayllum. but theyre the only ones who can come close#deadass almost put gwen on that 'characters you relate most to' list cuz it was very much a flip flop between her and hiccup#for multiple reasons#buuuut ultimately i relate to hiccup more for multiple reasons#which is funny cuz theyre both very different characters but whatever#atsv#across the spiderverse#gwen stacey#miles morales#spiderverse#i just cant get over these songs they just hit so deep
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oh when did that happen...
#THANKS GANG! i dont know when or why this happened but im glad u like my silly once in a blue moon art posts#i need to completely redo my personal tags Ugh my blog is a mess#um I want to post more art eventually but A) i havent made a solid drawing in a month and B) ivr finished writing 2 fanfics in my life Total#and they were oneshots.... For Sam & Max. looks away#executive dysfunction sux Boo i wld lovr to be able to finish writing smth else literally Ever. i have so many cool fic and au ideas#and i get so embarrassed or straight up forget abt stuff i do finish. like... shivers. Freakyverse#aka an abandoned utmv project between a friend group that kinda fell apart but Hey what can u do#namedropping varyswap simply bc i want to have it somewhere public that it does exist and im not crazy when i inevitably lose the google doc#sighs wistfully at the dozens to hundreds of google doc wips i have#i have so much i want to share but i dont even have enough written down for a full chapter of smth...#i would be fine posting abandoned wips if there was Enough for me to be satisfied with#its all messy drafts and half finished plot lines and i barely ever end up completing an entire scene#and. i dont like posting unorganized ideas in public spaces. i guess. idk#screams into a pillow#edit i have 3 finished fanfics total. wrote that 3rd one when i was 9-10. it was a utmv s/i fic abt her and her friends dying. head in hands#shoves my su fic ideas doc behind my back#so like... kicks the floor. anyone else insanely attached to concepts where characters are split into Pieces of themselves etc because#yeah im that person and i also like time travel and undead characters so you can imagine what my su ideas doc looks like rn#sorry i forgot this was a post abt how i have 150 followers#I WLD DO SOMETHING SPECIAL BUT ALAS#yall arent getting shit. Sorry. havent even gotten to the simple doodle requests in my inbox yet#love u xo#rabbit squeaks
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first day in the new job (medical ofc bcs i can't escape hell ig) starts tomorrow & im scheduled for morning training but my 'manager' casually mentioned that 'for tomorrow, im going to change ur shift to (sorta) night shift' ... but it's not changed to her desired new time in the scheduling app and it's now like 12am and i was told this at like 5pm today for tomorrow ... what do i do...

so like? this means im not going in for morning training even tho im still scheduled for morning training... with a morning trainer.. she just hasn't changed it yet & i won't get in trouble for showing up at the new time emailed to me, right?? Right ?????
#like my supposed clock in time is early and it still says the early time#like the manager has not changed it yet#i know the manager can change it later but like. does my actual trainer even know abt this??#im so scared 😭#i dont wanna be late then have to attach myself to the night shifter who maybe wasnt expecting it bcs manager only communicated that#to me#over one on one email#ARGH#IDK WHAT TO DO#IM SO SCARED OF MESSING UP ON THE FIRST DAY TOO FUCK#what should i do guys#id post this elsewhere but im afraid 2 get caught cus it's kinda high up iykwim#i LIKE being told to go in later. but im scared ill be in trouble for#idk#im just nervous
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I just bought the whole pack for Outer Wilds because it was on sale and I'm already having so much FUN!!! I've experienced hilarious situations such as:
Anti-gravity cave! Yay! Down I go and off to the spot that requires repairs! Matching velocity and wait stop why is it moving away come back why am I spinning dear God no eeeesaaauuuuggggggGGGHHHH
Ew ew EW Dark Bramble Seed Ew Ew Ew oh no no mo MY SCOUT MY SCOUT THE ANGLERFOSH NONKNONKOOOOONOOO
To the geysers! And in I g- [blrbrlrbrlebrlblrlggh] oh yaya! A crystal like in the observatory! And it's got its own signal! Quantum displacement? What happens if i- [is subjected to the nightmare chorus] oh
And now we leave planet! Oh a roll function? What does that do? Let's find ou- [timeskip ten seconds, screaming as I spiral out of control into the gravitational pull of the sun]
Oho the universe locator!!! And there is Giant's Deep and the Sun and NOT the eye of the universe teehee and eugh [said with utter contempt] dark bramble
WHERE ARE YOU MYSTERY WHISTLE MAN. I WILL LOCATE YOU BY GETTING UP HIGH ENOUGH AND [exits Atterlock's orbit] oh no. guck. oh heaven help me. please no
I've accidentally locked onto the Interloper instead of Brittle Hollow, guess I'm heading there. [there] Wow this place is Barren™️. Guess I'll hop off now and - [narrowly avoids plummeting into Dark Bramble] WHAT THE HELL INTERLOPER. I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS. WHY NOT DROP ME OFF SOMEWHERE AWESOME LIKE GIANT'S DEEP.
WJERE DID MY SJHIP GO [parked on the Ember Twin]
Distress beacon? What? Oh no, I need to find the source of it before - [the music]
[stares directly at a supernova while accelerating towards Timber Hearth with the intention of cooking a marshmallow and watching the solar system end from there]
Round two hjahaja! Destination one: Brittle Hollow! Now I just need to not plummet directly into the Black Hole That Sends You To The End Of The Known Universe©️ and I'll be good to start exploring! [ship smashes into the surface at 600km/h] nevertheless I am unharmed!
And now I will carefully descend so as not to fall into the Black Hole That Sends You To The End Of The Known Universe©️ and I can be on my merry [smashes into an overhang at Mach 2, corpse falls into the Black Hole That Sends You To The End Of The Known Universe©️]
#shitpost#outer wilds echoes of the eye#ill definitely be making a little comic about my misadventures as an astronaut#its gonna be great#“heya hatchling! you ready for your first launch?” me who has seen everything that ever could and ever will unfold: yeh :D#this game is fun#highly recommend#i hope posting this doesnt start recommending me outer wilds comtent because its not supposed to be spoiled so hahah we'll see#i didnt expect to be given a “hey you can turn down the Fear” notice when i booted up the game so im a little scared now actually#my vague memories of playing this when i was a lad have given me enough warning to know that the black hole is much scarier than just dying#i cried the first time i fell in actually. had to wait to die because i only had my suit not my ship#oh fun fact that supernova i mentioned i was far enough away to actually watch it engulf timber hearth before i was consumed#this game really captures that feeling of being isolated. in space#one of my worst fears is being stranded in not space but just a situation where im helpless wating for death and i know nobody can save me#so seeing the supernova eat timber hearth kinda. did something to me? idk. im afraid of losing people i love i guess.#i got attached to that one little kid who wanted to play hide and seek okay. i love him. hes my babiboi. idr his name but i love him
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Woa, angst and vague au lore be apon ye
#trashcreatyre's art#the living dead au#its also a little bit this->#the moth and the flame au#but only bc the other character is in that one too but i have posted about her outside of this yet so lol#sonic 06#sonic fanart#sonic au#mephiles the dark#mephinite#(implied at least)#sonic oc#honey de luca#i kinda wanna give her a different name bc i name her while forgetting that honey the cat exsists ol#*lol#idk im too attached to the name so unless i can think of a better one its staying#doodle#comic#doodle comic#if theres one thing about me is that i love angst soo much :)#[edit]#SHE HAS A NEW NAME NOW!!!#its#Calliope de Luca#:]
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#started reading game of thrones because i was like#the problem i had with the show was that though it was interesting I found it a bit hard to get super attached to any of the characters#so i bet reading it will make that easier because it will be more in depth with them all#but TO MY SURPRISE it feels almost exactly the same as watching the show to me??#like i have almost the exact same level of feeling and familiarity toward everybody so far and insight into them as characters etc#and maybe that is somewhat because grr martin was a tv writer because dang if he doesnt write a novel exactly like a tv drama#but im feeling a bit disappointed maybe because i really did want it to feel deeper to me instead of basically the same#idk why but the ones i like best so far still are a bit hard for me to love you know#its more like i mildly enjoy a few of the characters and then tolerate or dislike the rest#i kinda like tyrion and littlefinger and jon and sam and arya#oh weirdly i also kinda like king Robert too idk he just feels more like a real person to me than some of the other guys#if anything i think i actually like some of the main characters less in the books than the show like#catelyn and sansa get on my nerves more in the novel than i remember them doing in the show#so far the character that seems the best cast to me is lord varys lol its like he stepped straight off the page onto the screen#all sickly sweet and sneaky and bald and perfumed#p
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